you
You

I'm afriad of you
I mean
of what you've become.

Your not you're self
Any more
I'm scared of you.

You're different
Yuo're changing
But I'm
Sitting
Here
The same as before

No differences
Nochanges
Nothing

I am terrified
Of what will happen to me
To you,

I miss you.
I miss your old self.
I want you back
To your normal, funny, lovable self.
I don't think I can change you
Back

i no why
I never knew
You could be like this.
You could have been great
A star even, but you threw it away
Why?
I didn't know
I never knew what you could do.

You can be famous
If you dont give up
You want to smoke
Be in a gang
Throw it all away
Go ahead its your life.
You lost most of your friends,
Now your stuck with
Plasics,
Ugly wanna be's
Who try to ruin your life
Because they have none of there own.

Why are you doing this?
I never knew you could be so
Harsh
You curse
Make fun of me,
Just because your life stinks
Don't make fun of mine.

You are going to be alone
Left out in the cold
Sitting
Shivering
Waiting for something to happen
Waiting for something which might
Not

You know why I am telling
You this
But I never knew what I was saying
Or why
Neither did you
Till now

You need to know
Something is wrong.
You know I am telling the truth
That something is happining to you

You are scared
To show the litle baby girl
Inside
You don't want to smoke
Be in a gang
I bet you don't want to die

You might dream
That something is going to
Happen to you
You know what I mean
You know what I ment
Now so do I
I know why.

corner
In that small
Black corner
Is where I lay
Thinking back
On what I have done
I didnnean it
It was a mistake
A flaw
I'm sorry
Its not my fault
But I got scared
So I ended up here

Away from everything
In my black corner.
I may not be back for a while

I mean
What would you do
If you were me and I were you.
Think about it.
It's not my fault

I am alone in
My black corner
Cant see nobody
And no one can see
Me

I made a mistake
I didn't know what to do

Even know
I dont know what to do.
But for now i will remain here
In my

Corner

bye
"Darkness, Sorrow

Joing together like friends

helping forone common cause...

our destruction....."

What's going on

I dont understand

There's something happining

Somethin's wrong



Its like theres darkness separithing

A blackhole you could call it

A black Hole thats tearing us apart

Tearing our friend ship into peaces...

Maybe it was more then friendship

I dont know

and probably will never be able to find out know



Its like were in two seprate worlds

worlds that can never be joined

Its like I don;t even know you anymore

And that scares me

Scares me to death



I don't wanna start crying

So I'm gonna start to stop

But before i go i want you to know

How much I care so ....

I guess this is goodbye

gone
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE
IVE WRITTEN
BECAUSE IVE BEEN THINKING
OF YOU
THINKING ESPECALLY OF THAT NIGHT
AND HOW I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING
YOU SAID YOU WOULD DIE WITH OUT ME
WITHOUT ME LOVING YOU
I SCREWD UP
BAD

IT WAS ALL SO FAST
THE FIGHT
THE CAR
AMBULANCE
THE GRAVE
ITS LIKE I COULDNT DO ANYTHIN TO HELP
YOU
EXCEPT GIVE BACK WHAT I TOOK AWAY


BUT IF ONLY YOU COULD READ MINDS
iF ONLY YOU COULD READ MY MIND...IS WHAT I MEAN
I SAID I DIDNT LOVE YOU ANY MORE
IT WAS A MISTKE
THEN THE CAR CAME AND GOD TOOK YOU AWAY

I GUESS YOU REALLY DIDN'T KNOW ME
I LOVED YOU SO MUCH
I DINT MEAN WAT I SAID
BUT IF ITS TOO LATE NOW

ALL I HEAR AT NIGHT IS THE SAOUND OF YOUR VOICE
I DREAM ABOUT YOU
WHAT WE USED TO DO TOGETHER
YOUR CORNY JOKES
BUT THEN MY DREAMS ALL GO TO THAT DAY
AND I HEAR YOUR SCREAM
I SEE YOUR FACE IN SHOCK
NOW IM CRYING
AND ITS NOT FAIR

I MISS YOU SO MUCH
JUST GIVE ME A SIGN
A SIGN SO I NO YOU FORGIVE ME
A SIGN SO I NO THAT YOU
OK

love sux
THIS IS A 2 PART POEM SO READ THEM BOTH
ABOUT A BOY AND GIRL LIKING EACH OTHER BUT EACH WITH OUT NOING THE OTHER ONE CARED

GIRL:

I SEE U FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYE
I STARE AND STARE
AND I WISH I WAS THERE
WITH YOU


YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM
PROBABLY DONT EVEN KNOW THAT
I EXIST
BUT I STILL WISH AND HOPE THAT SOME DAY
I WOULD BE WITH YOU

I HIDE WHEN YOU TURN AROUND
AND WHEN YOU CATCH ME STARIN
BUT I CANT HELP MY SELF
ITS TO HARD
YOUR TO....
PERFECT

THE WAY YOU TALK
THE WAY YOU SMILE
EVEN THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE
IM A STRANGER


I NO IT SEEMS SILLY
TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE
YOU DON'T KNOW
BUT CUPID IS JUST DOIN HIS JOB
SO ITS NOT MY FAULT

I JUST WISH ONE DAY
YOU WOULD KNOW WHO I AM

-----------------------------------------

BOY:

I SEE YOU FROM THE REFLECTION IN MY GLASSES
I WATCH YOU WATCHIN ME
BUT I CANT TELL
IF ITS ME YOUR WATCHIN

YOU DONT KNOW WHO I AM
I WISH YOU DID
YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL
AM IM SO...NOT
SO IM 2 SCARED TO DO SOMETHIN

YOUR PROBABLY 2 GOOD FOR ME
IM A NOBODY
A NOBODY THAT NO ONE WANTS TO BE WITH
IM SUCH A LONER

WHEN I SEE U LOOKIN IN MY DRECTION
I PRETEND NO TO NOTICE
BUT EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE I SNEAK A PEAK
AT YOU LOOKIN

I JUST WISH THAT SOME DAY I COULD ME YOUR ONE
AND ONLY TEDDY BEAR
BUT I GUESS ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN

we need to talk
"AS I LOOK AROUND THE HALLWAYS
I SEE YOU
AND YOUR WITH YOUR FRIENDS GOOFIN AROUND
TALKIN ABOUT ALL SORTS OF JUNK
TALKIN ABOUT EVERYTHING EXCEPT
ME

ITS LIKE I DONT MATTER TO U
LIKE U DONT CARE
ANYMORE

THE WEIRD THING IS YOU NEVER CARED
YOU ALWAYS SAID YOU LOVED ME
AND YOU WOULD DO ANY THING FOR ME

YET WHEN I WAS HURT U DIDNT HAVE MECRY
I WAS DOWN U JUST LET ME FALL
I WAS IN BIG TROUBLE
U JUST IGNORED ME AND
SHOVED MY BUINESS AWAY

ITS NOT FARE
I CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE
I WISH THIS WHOLE THING WAS OVER
I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU ANY MORE

IM FED UP
WITH EVRYTHING THAT HAS HAPPNED
AND EVERYTHING THAT
YOU EVER DID

I MISS THE OLD YOU
WHAT YOU USED TO BE"

BUT THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I WAKE UP
AND ITSS ALL JUST A DREAM?

good bye
AS I LOOK INTO YOUR FACE
I WONDER
IF YOU ARE REALLYALL THERE
WHAT I MEAN IS I WONDER IF
YOUR THE PERSON YOU SAY YOU R

YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME
YOU SAY YOU CARE
BUT HOW DO I NO
YOUR TELLIN THE TRUTH

IVE BEEN IN THIS BUINESS 2 LONG
TO TRUST WHAT I DONT KNOW
YOUVE GOT TO PROVE 2 ME
PROVE THAT YOR REALLY CARE

IF U REALLY LOVE ME
THEM SHOW IT
HOW BOUT CALL
EVERY ONCE AN A WHILE OR SOMTHIN
I MISS THE WAY WE WERE
WHEN WE FIRST GOT TOGETHER
I LOVED YOU
U LOVED ME
NO SECRETS WERE CEPTS
NO PROMISES DECIVED

BUT NOW ITS ALL GONE
GONE AWAY
TO A DARK PLACE WHERE
WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GET IT BACK
YOU KNOW WHAT IM TAKIN BOUT
YOU KNOWW WHAT I MEAN

IF U DONT
THEN WATS THE USE
IN TRYING TO HOLD TOGETHER
WHAT WE DONT HAVE
SO I GUESS
THIS IS....

GOODBYE

i love you
AS I WALK DOWN THE STREET
YOU KNOW
THE STREET WE WAS THAT DAY
THAT PAIN FUL DAY

MEMORIES OF ME AND YOU
FILL MY EYS WITH TEARS
FILLS MY HEART WITH SORROW


THESE MEMORIE ARE AN ENEMY TO ME
THEY REMIND ME OF YOU
AND WHEN EVER I THINK OF YOU
WELL
I CANT HELP BUT CRY
IVE TRIED TO EAT CHICKEN SOUP
IT'S SUPPOSED TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER
BUT NO ONE EVER SAID HOW BAD ITS TASTE
ESPECALLY WHEN ITS FILLED WITH TEARS
AND SADNESS

I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME
WHEN EVER I WAS SAD YOU MADE ME FEEL BETTER
BUT NOW YOUR THE CAUSE OF MY PAIN
I DONT LIKE IT
ITS NOT RIGHT

YOU ONCE TOLD ME THAT THE SUN CANT SHINE
IF IM SAD
SO NOW I GUESS THE WORLD IS IN PURE DARKNESS

BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPNED
WHY ARE WE APART
I NEVER DID FULLY UNDERSTAND
MAYBE IT WAS JUST FAITH
MAYBE ITS BECAUSE
ALL THE TIMES FAITH TRIED TO PULL US APART
WE WENT AGANST IT AND GOT BAC TOGETHER
MAYBE THOES WERE WARNINGS AND THIS WAS THE REAL
ATTACK

WELL YOUR GONE NOW
THERE IS NOTHING ANY OF US CAN DO
TO FIX THAT
BUT JUST REMEMBER
I STILL AND WILL ALWAYS
LOVE YOU

love
AS DARKNESS CLAMS OUR TOWN
AND ALL THE STORS START TO CLOSE
AND PEOPLE SLEEP
I THINK OF YOU
AS I DO EVERY NIGHT JUST BEFORE
I WONDER OFF INTO A WORLD OF DREAMS

A WONDERFUL WORLD FILLED WITH YOU
BUT AFTER AWHILE ITS NOT WONDERFUL
IT STARTS TO TURN GREY AND BLACK
BECAUSE I REMEMBER THAT DAY
THAT DAY YOU SAID
I LOVE YOU

IT WAS ALL A LIE
U SAID WHAT YOU DIDNT MEAN
THAT STARTED ALL THE PROBLEMS
BETWEEN US


BECAUSE WE RELIED ON OUR LOVE
LOVE THAT WAS NEVER ACTUALLY THER
IT WAS JUST A WORD
A WORD I BELIVED LOVED ME

SO NOW BECAUSE OF THAT DAY
I DONT HAVE A NIGHT THAT I DONT THINK
OF YOU OR THAT ONE WORD
THAT DESTROYER OF PASSION,
KILLER OF HATRED


PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
I WNAT TO LFET IN pEACE

seashore
AS I WALK ALONG
THE SEA SHORE
WATCHING THE WAVE GO BY
AND THE MOONLIGHT THE THE WATER
FOR ALL TO SEE IN MUCH DELIGHT
I FEEL A SADNESS IN MY HEART
KNOWING THAT YOU CAN'T SHARE
THIS WITH ME

love varies more then race
Love is far more various than race.
It goes much deeper than a person's skin.
It reaches to the heart, which is the same
In all the human race. It is the name
Of a hundred thousand feelings held within,
Yearning to be consumed in an embrace.

How does one particular embrace
Become more intimate than one's own name?
How of all the humans in this race
Do we find the one whose spirit is the same?
Of course we love to touch our lover's skin,
But what love touches is the soul within.

In marriage we must build one home within
Two hearts, one world in an embrace.
What matters is the will and not the race,
The choice to love what lies beneath the skin.
In every love the choice is just the same;
Without it, love is nothing but a name.

How do we make love more than just a name?
How do we not tire of the skin
We touch every day? In the race
To succeed, how do we keep the embrace
From smothering the passion still within?
How do we make our days not all the same?

Love is the decision to embrace
One body, one soul, one universe, one name.
To give up all we are and have within
And share the world beneath another's skin.
Once we do, the world is not the same:
The love two share enriches the whole race.

This is how love intersects with race:
Humanity is held in your embrace.
Your love will never leave the world the same:
When it looks for peace, it calls your name.
Do not fear the politics of skin:
Choose love each day, and joy will reign within.

Within your love is all you need embrace.
Love caresses skin and values race.
Two in name, you are in love the same.

drunk drivin
Do you think that this is just your business?
Really, do you think you're on your own?
Understand, when you're a little reckless,
No risk you take can be your risk alone.
Know that when you drive a little tipsy,
Daring death to make it home by three,
Rock-solid on the wheel, a little dizzy,
In control, but super-carefully,
Vested in your care are all the loved ones
Inside the circle of your homeward run,
Nor would you find peace ever if you harmed one,
Going mad to undo what you've done.

poetry
POETRY
A STORY FROM YOUR HEART
WRITTEN IN ANY WHICH WAY
YOU WANT

A POEM IS LIKE A LITTLE PERSON
MANY TRATES PERSONALTIES
AND MANY THOUGHTS
BUT A POEM IS ALSO
A MINI YOU

YOU PUT YOUR FEELIN
AND WORDS INTO
IT MIXED WITH YOUR WRITTING STYLE
AND MOOD


JUST PUT YOUR PEN ON A PEICE OF PARER
AND JUST SPILL OUT YOUR MIND
AND LET YOUR PEN DO YOUR THINKIN
EXCEPT IT WILL WRITE YOUR THOUGHTS
BUT THE FUNNY THING IS YOU CANT EVEN TELL
WHEN YOUR WRITTIN IS TALKIN FOR YOU

ITS LIKE YOU CANT HELP YOURSELF
NOTHIN IN YOUR WAY
NOTHIN STOPIN YOU
EXCEPT FOR YOU
ONLY YOU CAN STOP YOUR CREATIVY
ONLY YOU CAN START IT
AND ONLY YOU CAN FINISH IT

The Perfect Age
The perfect age.

A time where everything is perfect and everything in sane.



Some people would say that the

Perfect age is when you're little of a teen.

Some say the golden years is fine,

But to me there is no such thing.

Every age has it perks and falls.



A baby you have to opinion cause u can hardly talk or walk.

As a Child no one ever listened to u,

And at the same time you have no right or say in your life.

As A Teen you get more rights and input,

But there is peer pressure, and you don't know what to do.

When you get older, thing get better,

But then bills start to appear, also tickets, jobs and a whole bunch of stress.



There is no real answer to this question

No real age

Where you can just sit back

With out something to say

About how horrible and unfair life is

And how you want a new life

We say it every day

Every Night

But then you regret

That you ever thought about that

Cause then you see people

Complain bout the same thing as u

And you think to your self

This is the perfect life

The Perfect age

Life Less
IT ALL STARTED
FROM THE DAY WE MEET
IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
LIKE HEVAN ON EARTH
AS I STARED INTO YOUR EYES
A STRANGE FEELING OF WARMTH
AND JOY
I COULD TELL
YOU MUST HAVE FELT THE SAME
BY THE WAY YOU STARED
YOU SMILED
AND LOOKED AT ME
AND THEN CAME OVER
BY MY SIDE
ASKED ME OUT
I HAD A STANGE FEELING
ALL OF A SUDDEN
JOY AND A SELDOM FEELING
OF WORY
I DONT KNOW WHY I FELT IT
BUT I DID
WE WENT TO THE LAKE
YOU HELD MY HAND
AND TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME
WE HAD A FIRST KISS
AND THAT WAS
IT FOR ME ATLEAST
I NOW KNOW WHY I HAVE A
WORRY FEELING INSIDE
IT WAS YOU
WHO HURT ME
WHO LET ME BLEED
IT WAS A SENCE I COULDNT FIGHURE OUT
BUT NOW
HERE I AM
FLOATING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LAKE
LIFE LESS
THINKING OF YOU
AND HOW TO GET MY REVENGE

Growing Up
AS WE GROW OLDER AND OLDER
WE START TO FOR GET HOW IT IS
TO BE A KID
TO HAVE FUN AND PLAY ALL DAY
TO RELAX
AND GET INTO TROUBLE

THE OLDER WE GET
THE MORE MEMERIES WE LOOSE
PARENTS NEVER UNDERSTAND WE ALL SAY
BUT THEN WHEN WE GET OLDER AND HAVE KIDS
THEY WILL BE SAYIN THE SAME THING

EVEN THOUGH YOU PROMISE YOURSELF
YOUR NEVER GONNA GROW UP
AND BE MEAN AND BORING
YOU DO ANY WAY
ITS LIKE HOW LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE

YOUR BORN SO SILENT AND PEACEFUL
THEN AS YOU START TO GROW OLDER
YOU HAVE FUN AND EXPLORE
ALL THE WONDERS OF THE WORLD
AS A TEEN YOU EXPERENCE PRESSURE
AND FIND LOVE FOR THE FIST TIME
THEN AS A ADULT EVERY THING STARTS TO FADE AWAY

LIKE IT NEVER ACTUALLY HAPPNED
ITS LIKE
ALL YOUR JOY AND EXCITMENT IS DRAINED AWAY
DOWN A TUBE OF ALL ADULTS HOPES AND DREAMS

I NEVER WANNA LEAVE MY CHILDHOOD
BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE
WE ALL GOTTA GROW UP :(

Tears
The emotions i cannot
Express are the ones i hate the most
A burining sensation to let them out and
Reach your heart and sole
Sometimes i just wish that i could relese them

But i cant, and i wont for i dont want to harm you
Usless thoughts coming from a usless girl
Really doesnt hurt another
Neither can a statement coming from some1 u dont like

He didnt mean to hurt me, i dont think
Emotions now running through my mind
And at the same time i tear for no longer will c him
Regardless of what i say or do its over and we are
Through and i cant fix it, but
Sometimes i wish i could of expressed my feelings 4 u

i just wanna cry